Journey through grief 1
Good day all, I decided to come back to blogger to maybe use this platform as my place of journaling I know it's been couple years since I've been here but I just need a space where I can express my feelings and my story. And I know I've been able to do that before here so I decided I'm coming back. Some of you may know some of you may not know, but in October of 2023 my husband Tom passed away! He had a brain bleed that caused irreversible damage and tragically he passed away. That whole process of going through that was just the most painful next to the death of my children in 1997. I was told by the doctor that his cognitive and his communication was affected to the point that he probably would never be able to come back from it. So decisions that I had to make based on knowing what my husband would want was extremely painful. Meaning I had to shut the machine off! I believe he died the night before because his blood pressure and everything was in the toilet like 4...