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Memories

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I am coming into my season of Anniversaries. Wedding, Death dates, Thanksgiving memories, Christmas memories, and birthdays. I know so many have heard these stories over and over again. But when all your left with is the memories in my world that is all your left with!  At 56, widowed, childless and memories! Every year since I was 24, I have had significant dates in the memory banks. You know the ones that were life changing. Oh I had them before this age growing up, parents divorce, my brothers hearing returned, dad's remarriage, mother's marriage #2 & #3, engagement, marriage, birth of both of my children, etc. https://memasterson.com/ No, I mean life changing in the sense that it was traumatic for my little world! I tell of how I got there in my book. divorced, no job left, no car, homeless and so much more. Losing my grandfather shortly thereafter. So much happened in that short little span after I turned 24. In April of that year I lost custody of my child...
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Alternatives

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There is so much controversy over store bought products. I, myself, have noticed changes in the ranch dressing. So fake!! This put me on the search for a recipe for real mayonnaise. And with that I found one that I feel is close to what great grandma would have made. With butter, a poached egg,( back in the day there was no fear of raw eggs) and a blender.  I'm excited to try it!  https://youtu.be/iTCMHr8Uzmo?is=4Wtp87MOI9binn6b My next mission is to find a recipe for a sprouted bread that doesn't have a bunch of additives to it! Kind of like an Ezekiel bread.....
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Trust

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For the most part, I doubt people, therefore I don't trust. My in laws could tell you it took about five years for me to trust them! Oh that is a story for another day as that is not where I am going today in this message.  For the most part, people will disappoint you. Even myself! Isn't that true for you too? How can it be any other way as we were created imperfect?  I was raised to trust God. And at one time, I believe I did. But somewhere in my late teens I lost that.  Humans, my parents (all of them) could not be trusted. Heck not sure they trusted each other! Two sets of them is exhausting, I digress!  So in my mind , if I couldn't trust the folks I could see? The same blood ran through my veins as theirs but I could not trust them. Manipulation, love on conditions, it's no wonder! My stepmom asked me one time, if I trusted God? I said probably not! She deduced that I probably didn't because I didn't trust man! True she was not wrong.  So, you ...
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Drawing Closer to Him

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You know that feeling when you're in a crowded room full of people and you still feel isolated?  That is the period of life that I would say that I am in! Not that I need anybody to feel sorry for me or to make judgment on this part of my life! What I am saying is sometimes God will put you in a place, and let me preface this with saying that everybody's isolation is different, that will isolate you from others lives, drama, concerns, etc. Because he is trying to draw you closer to him. He is fulfilling your heart's desire! To be closer to God is comforting. Isn't that our whole goal here on this Earth? Didn't he put us here for his concern, his love, his attention?  We get so carried away with our everyday lives that we forget to go to him for advice, for direction, for conversation. I know some will absolutely go, conversation? how do you have a conversation with God? I challenge you! Growing closer to God is like having a physical friendship with a hu...
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I made it!

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I'm back!  I made it back home. Now when I got here to Clinton Montana I had every intention of staying close to my Tom. But God always has different plan and sometimes it's hard to read God's plan. But looking back I can see where he was working in the background in my chaos!  So let's go back a bit to catch everybody up on what's happened. Since my last post I sold the Yellow She Shack Mercantile in Marquand Missouri. A family of folks took it over and put their spin on it. I wish them much success! At present, I'm in the process of selling my home front property down there in Missouri and purchasing a property in Montana.  When I left there in June I had hired a moving company to move me. That turned into a disaster! A few friends and myself packed up the U-Hauls and we drove to Clinton in 3 days. It was a good trip. I prayed the whole way!  After putting my friends on a plane I contacted, via Facebook marketplace, some folks who volunteered to help me unload...
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Homesick

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Woohoo! Isn't that a sight to see?  Soon I will be back in my home! After the loss of my husband in 2023, I dove into the building that the two of us had acquired earlier in the year. I have made it into a successful little store in such a tiny little town of Marquand Missouri! And for two years I have immersed myself in this little store. It has been a mission of love! I wanted to finish the project that the two of us had started. And now that I have done what I set out to do I'm ready to go home to Montana.  Tom and I never intended on staying here this long. We moved here in 2013 and I'm still here. So with that said, I am moving back to Clinton Montana for the time being and will take some time to heal and breathe in some fresh air and heal. As a lot of you know, this girl has been through a lot in her life.  I have a realtor set up and a surveyor set up for next week for the property that I'm on right now. And I have to get a shipper for my horse and his coggins an...
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Ugghh

So last night I was asked to go out to dinner with a few friends. They asked me while I was at the store what time that it would be convenient for me and I told them 6:00 p.m. . So I run home after I shut down the store and take care of my dogs and go to the local eatery. Get my truck parked go in there's a huge wedding going on and I'm seated asked me how many people were coming I said I don't know there's probably going to be four of us all together. And sat and waited! And waited and waited and waited and waited and waited and waited and waited...... So you catch my drift! Half hour goes by then it's 45 minutes.... By this time I am really I'm not happy camper. I don't hardly ever go out for supper so for me to say yes to this it takes a lot for me to do that cuz I am by myself. No significant other to go with me. Anyway I was really angry. Because I had said specifically they asked me 6:00 and here they don't show up. So I walked out the door and as ...
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